we were cool before the fucking
i want to just be real and honest and carefree. not fucking carefreely. but just fucking carefree, you know?
we used to just say whatever we wanted to each other and laugh and be merry and get each other, you know?
i fucking miss that shit.
it was cool.
we were cool.
the fucking was fun.
but we were cool without the fucking too.
we were cool before the fucking
i thought we were really good friends
i feel abandoned by you as a friend
multiple times
i know we’ve dabbled in romance. but it’s never worked out.
maybe being friends with me was more romantic to you than I thought. or not. how am i to know?
i miss the fun we had.
