we were cool before the fucking
i want to just be real and honest and carefree. not fucking carefreely. but just fucking carefree, you know?
we used to just say whatever we wanted to each other and laugh and be merry and get each other, you know?
i fucking miss that shit.
it was cool.
we were cool.
the fucking was fun.
but we were cool without the fucking too.
we were cool before the fucking
i thought we were really good friends
i feel abandoned by you as a friend
multiple times
i know we’ve dabbled in romance. but it’s never worked out.
maybe being friends with me was more romantic to you than I thought. or not. how am i to know?
i miss the fun we had.
Some thoughts on butch on butch love
I’m not sure that I really have that much to say at this moment. Scratch that…I have a lot to say, but very little experience in this area. When I googled “butch and butch dating” I didn’t find too much. I found a few threads of people much younger than me talking about wanting to be themselves, but doing things like growing out their hair and dressing more girly to attract butches, when that wasn’t really how they wanted to present at all. I even found a thread on the butch femme website discussing once again the lack of information, attraction, interest, etc. available to “faggot butches.” These discussion threads, though, were very old. Maybe I didn’t look hard enough. Maybe I didn’t look in the right places, google the right words?
Does any one have any advice?
